I MISS YOU BADLY....

hmm.. i was crying so badly cause i cant face it... good bye to my love.. i love you so much.. i never fell in love with guy who really appreciate and love me so much... time so jealous with us... and this moment i felt like want to hug you...we are so close so same and so caring for each other...i have to face the fact...but i cant... i crying each time when remembering u... plz syg dont forget me,.. and dont let me alone for a long time... i pray to the God hoping that we will be together one day.. insyallah..pleaze rememnber my words ..plz take less cigaratte.. it is for your own health... i dont want to live alone... i may become crazy if your let me alone.. bye2 my love.. hope your would never change..i'll wait for you.......muahhhhhh

PEACE!!

hi.. good afternoon.. today is the last day for me to stay at malacca.... hmm .. i very happy and very feel peaceful... felt like we are very close.. can u imagine that at this .. only me,jijah nad shima at home.. wowwww... actually previously,we should stay here only for 3 maybe,..hahahah.anyway it not eternal.. maybe only for today.. n tomorrow will end all the memory.... hmmmm... now i know how am my friends and who is not suitable with myself..even each of us has different characteristics but we have similar opinion... hehe....anyway.. it ok.. atleast i learn something in my life..PEACEEEE!

LAST DAY AT UITM..

HALO... met again...today is friday.. i went to KBM early morning for the protokal taklimat... and today is last day to met my friends.. i'm so sad cz i hugged with my friends..fariza and lin... how the moment was so beautiful and valuable..i was remember the time that we had spent together.. nothing is beautiful than the time we are being as a best friend...and one thing that me so emosional... i have to be alone after this.. follow my way and miss him so much.. i with megat will back to the hometown and doing our own way for our future.. seriously i can't live without him.. how i supposed to do and how i want to handle my emosion...i admit even i angry such a lion or whatever titled and sad like died but i must respect his chosen... i just hoping and waiting for him ...hopefully even we are far away from face to face.. keep and hold,,hugging and kissing... but our heart is one.. only for you my love..

ohhhh..my gucci..

halo.. met again.. i just watching the PISAU CUKUR movie at Dataran Pahlawan... hehe.. it was fun babey...!!! it almost told the real story about women life.. haha.. i went out with my love.. we hanging out at noon and took lunch at Subaidah restoran...hmmm .. but now i getting hungry back..wahahaha...hmmm .. about pisau cukur.. it totally different with my life....yes i want to have good life in the future... but i totally don't want to marry with someone titled"TAN SRI" or "DATO" .. oh my gucci.. i dont thing it was a great idea.. wanna to live with rich man but OLDERRR..oh noooo!!! sleeping with old man age like my father....my god forgive me.... stay away me from kind of things.. hahahahah.. anyway thanks my love ... thanks for bring me jalan2.. i love u till the end of my life.... muaxxxxxxx

our theme song..MY LOVE STORY

WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU

I CLOSE MY EYES AND FLASHBACK BACK STARTS

IM STANDING THERE ON A BALCONY IN SUMMER AIR

SEE THE LIGHTS, SEE THE PARTY,THE BALL GOWNS

I SEE YOU MAKE YOU WAY THROUGH THE CROWD AND SAY HELLO,

LITTLE DID I KNOW

THAT YOU ARE ROMEO ,YOU WERE THROWING PEBBLES

AND MY DADDY SAID STAY FROM JULIET

AND I WAS CRYING ON THE STAIRCASE,

BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT GO, AND I SAID

ROMEO TAKE ME

SOMEWERE THAT WE CAN BE ALONE

I'LL BE WAITING ALL THERES LEFT IS DO TO IS RUN

YOU 'LL BE A PRINCE AND I'LL BE A PRINCESS

ITS A LOVE STORY

BABY JUST SAY YES..

I SNEAK OUT TO THE GARDEN TO SEE YOU

WE KEEP QUIET CAUSE WE WERE DEAD IF THEY KNEW

SO CLOSE YOUR EYES

ESCAPE THIS TOWN FOR A LITTLE WHILE

OHOH

CAUSE YOU ARE ROMEO AND I WAS SCARLET LETTER

AND MY DADDY SAID STAY AWAY FROM JULIET

BUT YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME,

I WAS BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT GO

AND I SAID

ROMEO TAKE ME

SOMEWHERE WE CAN BE ALONE

I'LL BE WAITING ALL THERES LEFT TO DO IS RUN

YOU'LL THE PRINCE AND I'LL BE THE PRINCESS

ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES

ROMEO SAVE ME, THEY TRY TO TELL HOW I FEEL

THIS LOVE IS DIFFICULT, BUT ITS REAL

DONT BE AFRAID WE WE'LL MAKE IT OUT OF THIS MESS

ITS LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES

OH OH..

O GOT TIRED OF WAITING

WONDERING IF YOU WERE EVER COMING AROUND

MY FAITH IN YOU WAS FADING WHEN I MET YOU ON OUTSKIRTS OF TOWN

AND I SAID

REMEO SAVE ME

I'VE BEEN FEELING SO ALONE

I KEEP WAITING FOR YOU BUT YOU NEVER COME

IT IS IN MY HEAD?

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK

HE KNELTTO THE GROUND AND PULLED OUT A RING

AND SAID

MARRY ME JULIET

YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE

I LOVE YOU AND THATS ALL I REALLY KNOW

I TALKED TO YOUR DAD,GO PICK OUT WHITE DRESS

ITS A LOVE STORY

BABY JUST SAY YES

OH OH OH OH

CAUSE WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU..

MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. LOVE YOU TILL THE END..

u are everything to me

hahaha... sayang .... pakai mask.. pastu tercucuk kena mata syg..hahah..sorww
try baju HI-TEA..hehe testing 123.

posinggg.eleh...

ni gambar kat old town kan..heheeh

sengeh2..tumbuk kang...

if i have my own car..hmmm

hmmm.. halo.. met again... today is tuesday.. a very wonderful morning..... but i woke up with no idea.. what should i do today.. i want to spend a time with my love.. many place that we may go but... we dont have any transport... just a very cute motorcycle.. could u imagine how this baby ego really sacrife for us.. hmmm.. sometime i think how lucky am i if i have a car.. just like other people... they may go anywhere.. but me=( always go the same place... i became boring... bit u cant say anything... bz i apprecite atleast i have ego.. rather than anyone who have nothing....hmmm.. sometime it not fair... people who have a high income able to buy anything for their children.. but not my family... hmmm.. why ???? my father really want to have a happy family without worried about money.. but actually.. they are concern more about moneyyyy.. lies in the back for make their children happy..... i just hope that my future is not hard like my family.. i really need a stable life.. i dont want to feel a hard and sacrifice more ...i want to help my family.. i dont want my mum n dad really hard working... i want them rest at house.. ..maybe sayang will read this..but this is truth... i need a good life for my future....i want to be stable but not means i want to be rich and wealthy....AMINNNNN

we were back...

hmm.. so long not to write a love blog.. hehe.. hmm i break for a while cz focusing on our final examination.. hmmm i'm so tired of such remembering ang understanding unfamiliar words and all important material in the text book.. but i did it well alhamdullilah... insyallah i believe that my effort will brings me a wonderful result...

hmm back to our topic.. actually this is last semester for STUDYYY.. wow !! i can't believe that after this i will have to WORKKK.. it look nice when talk about money... but it hard to say bz.. it is veryyyy tired.. wakeup in the early morning n back at the evening... no more sleeping time.. huhuh.. but it is a reality that faced my many people.... .
but before that.. i have to do an intership..WHATTTT... it may intertesting but little sadness feeling. .. i will have to do an intership ownself... no more partner..i really mad when my love decided want to do practikal at IPOH. ..so i have to find the company that nearest with my house... but then.. what happen ... my love has change the practikal at kl.. it make me soooo angry... bz I WANT TO BE WITH HIM ALWAYZZZZZ.....but what can i do .. all the planning can be threw to the rubbish...then i suggest my love to do praktikal at MASCARGO.. in hoping that he will be select in this company... insyallah..

but if there is no choices.. we have to do our own way for the future.. just hoping that my love plllzzz don't forgot me... if you love me.. plz.. will be with me and my family...as i cant accept u as u are and respect your family and your generation.....

muaxxxxxx...