I MISS YOU BADLY....

hmm.. i was crying so badly cause i cant face it... good bye to my love.. i love you so much.. i never fell in love with guy who really appreciate and love me so much... time so jealous with us... and this moment i felt like want to hug you...we are so close so same and so caring for each other...i have to face the fact...but i cant... i crying each time when remembering u... plz syg dont forget me,.. and dont let me alone for a long time... i pray to the God hoping that we will be together one day.. insyallah..pleaze rememnber my words ..plz take less cigaratte.. it is for your own health... i dont want to live alone... i may become crazy if your let me alone.. bye2 my love.. hope your would never change..i'll wait for you.......muahhhhhh

PEACE!!

hi.. good afternoon.. today is the last day for me to stay at malacca.... hmm .. i very happy and very feel peaceful... felt like we are very close.. can u imagine that at this .. only me,jijah nad shima at home.. wowwww... actually previously,we should stay here only for 3 maybe,..hahahah.anyway it not eternal.. maybe only for today.. n tomorrow will end all the memory.... hmmmm... now i know how am my friends and who is not suitable with myself..even each of us has different characteristics but we have similar opinion... hehe....anyway.. it ok.. atleast i learn something in my life..PEACEEEE!

LAST DAY AT UITM..

HALO... met again...today is friday.. i went to KBM early morning for the protokal taklimat... and today is last day to met my friends.. i'm so sad cz i hugged with my friends..fariza and lin... how the moment was so beautiful and valuable..i was remember the time that we had spent together.. nothing is beautiful than the time we are being as a best friend...and one thing that me so emosional... i have to be alone after this.. follow my way and miss him so much.. i with megat will back to the hometown and doing our own way for our future.. seriously i can't live without him.. how i supposed to do and how i want to handle my emosion...i admit even i angry such a lion or whatever titled and sad like died but i must respect his chosen... i just hoping and waiting for him ...hopefully even we are far away from face to face.. keep and hold,,hugging and kissing... but our heart is one.. only for you my love..

ohhhh..my gucci..

halo.. met again.. i just watching the PISAU CUKUR movie at Dataran Pahlawan... hehe.. it was fun babey...!!! it almost told the real story about women life.. haha.. i went out with my love.. we hanging out at noon and took lunch at Subaidah restoran...hmmm .. but now i getting hungry back..wahahaha...hmmm .. about pisau cukur.. it totally different with my life....yes i want to have good life in the future... but i totally don't want to marry with someone titled"TAN SRI" or "DATO" .. oh my gucci.. i dont thing it was a great idea.. wanna to live with rich man but OLDERRR..oh noooo!!! sleeping with old man age like my father....my god forgive me.... stay away me from kind of things.. hahahahah.. anyway thanks my love ... thanks for bring me jalan2.. i love u till the end of my life.... muaxxxxxxx

our theme song..MY LOVE STORY

WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU

I CLOSE MY EYES AND FLASHBACK BACK STARTS

IM STANDING THERE ON A BALCONY IN SUMMER AIR

SEE THE LIGHTS, SEE THE PARTY,THE BALL GOWNS

I SEE YOU MAKE YOU WAY THROUGH THE CROWD AND SAY HELLO,

LITTLE DID I KNOW

THAT YOU ARE ROMEO ,YOU WERE THROWING PEBBLES

AND MY DADDY SAID STAY FROM JULIET

AND I WAS CRYING ON THE STAIRCASE,

BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT GO, AND I SAID

ROMEO TAKE ME

SOMEWERE THAT WE CAN BE ALONE

I'LL BE WAITING ALL THERES LEFT IS DO TO IS RUN

YOU 'LL BE A PRINCE AND I'LL BE A PRINCESS

ITS A LOVE STORY

BABY JUST SAY YES..

I SNEAK OUT TO THE GARDEN TO SEE YOU

WE KEEP QUIET CAUSE WE WERE DEAD IF THEY KNEW

SO CLOSE YOUR EYES

ESCAPE THIS TOWN FOR A LITTLE WHILE

OHOH

CAUSE YOU ARE ROMEO AND I WAS SCARLET LETTER

AND MY DADDY SAID STAY AWAY FROM JULIET

BUT YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME,

I WAS BEGGING YOU PLEASE DONT GO

AND I SAID

ROMEO TAKE ME

SOMEWHERE WE CAN BE ALONE

I'LL BE WAITING ALL THERES LEFT TO DO IS RUN

YOU'LL THE PRINCE AND I'LL BE THE PRINCESS

ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES

ROMEO SAVE ME, THEY TRY TO TELL HOW I FEEL

THIS LOVE IS DIFFICULT, BUT ITS REAL

DONT BE AFRAID WE WE'LL MAKE IT OUT OF THIS MESS

ITS LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES

OH OH..

O GOT TIRED OF WAITING

WONDERING IF YOU WERE EVER COMING AROUND

MY FAITH IN YOU WAS FADING WHEN I MET YOU ON OUTSKIRTS OF TOWN

AND I SAID

REMEO SAVE ME

I'VE BEEN FEELING SO ALONE

I KEEP WAITING FOR YOU BUT YOU NEVER COME

IT IS IN MY HEAD?

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK

HE KNELTTO THE GROUND AND PULLED OUT A RING

AND SAID

MARRY ME JULIET

YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO BE ALONE

I LOVE YOU AND THATS ALL I REALLY KNOW

I TALKED TO YOUR DAD,GO PICK OUT WHITE DRESS

ITS A LOVE STORY

BABY JUST SAY YES

OH OH OH OH

CAUSE WE WERE BOTH YOUNG WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU..

MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. LOVE YOU TILL THE END..

u are everything to me

hahaha... sayang .... pakai mask.. pastu tercucuk kena mata syg..hahah..sorww
try baju HI-TEA..hehe testing 123.

posinggg.eleh...

ni gambar kat old town kan..heheeh

sengeh2..tumbuk kang...

if i have my own car..hmmm

hmmm.. halo.. met again... today is tuesday.. a very wonderful morning..... but i woke up with no idea.. what should i do today.. i want to spend a time with my love.. many place that we may go but... we dont have any transport... just a very cute motorcycle.. could u imagine how this baby ego really sacrife for us.. hmmm.. sometime i think how lucky am i if i have a car.. just like other people... they may go anywhere.. but me=( always go the same place... i became boring... bit u cant say anything... bz i apprecite atleast i have ego.. rather than anyone who have nothing....hmmm.. sometime it not fair... people who have a high income able to buy anything for their children.. but not my family... hmmm.. why ???? my father really want to have a happy family without worried about money.. but actually.. they are concern more about moneyyyy.. lies in the back for make their children happy..... i just hope that my future is not hard like my family.. i really need a stable life.. i dont want to feel a hard and sacrifice more ...i want to help my family.. i dont want my mum n dad really hard working... i want them rest at house.. ..maybe sayang will read this..but this is truth... i need a good life for my future....i want to be stable but not means i want to be rich and wealthy....AMINNNNN

we were back...

hmm.. so long not to write a love blog.. hehe.. hmm i break for a while cz focusing on our final examination.. hmmm i'm so tired of such remembering ang understanding unfamiliar words and all important material in the text book.. but i did it well alhamdullilah... insyallah i believe that my effort will brings me a wonderful result...

hmm back to our topic.. actually this is last semester for STUDYYY.. wow !! i can't believe that after this i will have to WORKKK.. it look nice when talk about money... but it hard to say bz.. it is veryyyy tired.. wakeup in the early morning n back at the evening... no more sleeping time.. huhuh.. but it is a reality that faced my many people.... .
but before that.. i have to do an intership..WHATTTT... it may intertesting but little sadness feeling. .. i will have to do an intership ownself... no more partner..i really mad when my love decided want to do practikal at IPOH. ..so i have to find the company that nearest with my house... but then.. what happen ... my love has change the practikal at kl.. it make me soooo angry... bz I WANT TO BE WITH HIM ALWAYZZZZZ.....but what can i do .. all the planning can be threw to the rubbish...then i suggest my love to do praktikal at MASCARGO.. in hoping that he will be select in this company... insyallah..

but if there is no choices.. we have to do our own way for the future.. just hoping that my love plllzzz don't forgot me... if you love me.. plz.. will be with me and my family...as i cant accept u as u are and respect your family and your generation.....

muaxxxxxx...

majlis aidilfitri uitm

harini hari yang letih buat ku... tak dapat balik umah .. pastu kena hadirii majlis aidilfiri uitm... hmm takpe la.. pg aja... aku ngan sayang beria2 siap .. masing2 pandai bergaya.. hheehe.. takpe la serasi.ada hobby yang sama...pai n ada kat uitm.. semua orang tengok kitrg ..heheh..mcm dato n datin pun ada hhihih..
hmm... tetapi apa penting .. ati nak orang lihat kita ni sentiasa bahagia ,orang akan seronok dan mendoakan kebahgiaan kita... insyaallah...
tp hari ni ati belajar sesuatu y baru... iaitu hubungan jangka masa panjang sesama sahabat...
ati sebenarnya tak pandai berkwn.. tp bila ati lihat seseorang insan tu yang juga ada kekasih.. baru ati tau yang ada baik buruknya kalo kita sombg.. tapi ati cuba untuk tidak ikut sebegitu.. ati sendiri pikir.. kalo kita sombg ngan orang...nanti time kita kahwin kelak nanti takde orang lak nak datang.. betul la kata2 sayang.. ati tak pikir pun .. so .. bg ati penting la untuk kita menhormati sahabat kekasih kita .. ini semua untuk elak perasaan cemburu, curiga terhadap pasangan masing2...

walupun ati dah ada pengalamna bercinta 4 thn.. dan syg mungkin tak pernah.. tp kita masih lg wujud perasaaan cinta dan tak pernah untuk lupa ungkapan cinta tu... bertuahnya ati memiliki sayang.. tp syg bertuahkah memiliki ati ..? akuu tau aku ni wanita yang naif.. tp syg byk ubah ku... terima kasih syg sbb tak pernah jemu ngan ati.. tq ..so muchh..

puisi buatmu syg...

sayang..

terima kasih kerna hadir ke dalam jiwaku...meskipun kau bkn yg pertama yg hadir dlm diriku..tetapi aku merasakan jiwa ku bersatu dengan mu... setiap hari aku mencintaimu malah cemburu menguasai diri tatkala jauh darimu...

sayang..

pertama kali ku melihatmu.. aku merasakan takde apa2 hubungan yang terbina antara kita... namun detik dan perasaan mula menyemai tatkala kau menambat hati ku yang lara...tingkah mu,laku mu, cara mu menambat hatiku...

aku berhitung adakah ini cinta yang sebenar yang aku impikan.?. adakah cinta lama ku itu hanya sekadar mengisi kekosongan jiwa ini...

sayang..

delimaku alami ..rupanya jawapan segala persoalan..kau hadir memberi nafas baru kepadaku..kau berbeza dr laki2 yg ku kenali...laki lain ingin memilikiku kerna nafsu tp cinta kau kerna jiwaku... kehadiranmu sungguh bermakna sayang... ibu bapo ku merasai perubahanku..

perubahan ku alami dari hari kehari .. ku lakukan ikhlas kerna mu kerna ku ingin jadi milikmu selaamanya ....

sayang..

andai aku tersilap langkah betulkan langkahku.. andai ku tersesat jalan tunjukkan ku kebenaran...aku hanya insan yg serba kekurangan.. aku harungi kehidupan ini yang satu...biarpun ribut datang menimpa ku .. cintaku padamu takkan pudar... kau selami la cintaku sayang selagi aku masih bernafas...aku percaya cinta kita sampai ke hujung nyawa...

terima kasih kekasihku...

rindu terubat...

smlm.. jumaat .. ati balik sendiri ke melaka...huhuh ..sian sorang2... tp takpela sayang balik ngan mama....hmmm teringin nak jumpa ngan mama syg.. tp takutttttttt..heheeh.. anyway.. takpe la.. satu hari nanti mesti ati nak gak jumpa... hmmm sehari sebelum ati gaduh ngan sayang.. sedihhhhh.. gaduh pasal imej lak..tah apa2 ...kuikui...ati nangis2 dlm toilet.... heeheh.. nasib baik gaduh kejap je... pastu petang esok dapat jumpa syg.. terubat rindu walaupn penat.... seminggu tak jumpa rasa tak lengkap hidup... tak semangat je nak g mane2... pastu sakit lak tu.keracunan...habis berat badan turun mendadak... huhuh.. .. pastu syg bitau syg dapat offer keje baik.. kalo betul syg dapt keje tu... ok la tu.. syukur sgt2... moga2 hidup kita senang masa depan dan daapt bantu mama n ayah.. ati pun harap hidup ati berubah...ati sian syg n mama.. kalo le ati nak mama n ayah duk umah.. takyah keje...ati hanya nak kebahgiann..ada keluarga bahgia, ada harta yg memadai dan kesihatan yg baik...insyaallah.. amin..

1001 things about me...

here there is some keys to share together with u dear,... maybe some of it u might familiar with my habitat..hahaa but other maybe not.... now let me share with u...

1) pemakanan... ati suka makan pedasssss... hari2 pedas.... hmm suka air yugort..and air buah...tak suka air gas.. ati takle minum air soya panas2 and air bersusu kalo time panaas.. nanti mual tetiba..
2)cara tido... heeheh kalo nak tau ati kalo tido mesti ada selimut.. kalo le nak selimut satu badaan..bukan ape bila selimut selubung mcm kepompong tu org ingat kita dah tido..so no disturb at the moment..hahah..
3)suhu badan.. disebabkan ati kurus ati tak suka aircond ...ati rasa tak fresh je bile kat umah ada aircond... kipas suda....
4)hmm ..cara berdiet...kalo syg nak tau..ati sbnrnya bkn tak jg bentuk bdn...sgt2 jg..tp tak kongsi ngan sesiapa pun... petua tuk maintain kurus ..sbnrnya.. cara nak kurus senang je..1) jgn malas , sentiasa ringan kan tulang tuk senaman .. wat keje simple je.. mcm menyapu, basuh toilet,, tu le bakar kalori kita dalam 500k,2) ati ada prinsip pemakanan berhenti makan sebelum kenyang.. sbb tu slalu tak habis..hehehe ..tu membazirkan..tp nak makn byk tp mesti tak habis sbb dah biasa... 3) pastu.. ati suka wat regangan otot kat bhgn peha kat toilet time mandi..haha sbb tu mandi lama..hehehe
5) hmm..sukan kegemaran lak.. kalo syg minat bola.. ati lak dulu join acara lompat tinggi ,ngan olaraga, hmm netball tu semestinya... tp tak hebat sgt la...kira aktif la.. tu pun sbb maintain kurus gak.. tp dulu lg kurus kot....
6) life ati tak mcm org lain.. ati ni tak mesra brkwn mcm syg... ati tak suka bkwn ngan pempuan... tak tau nape...sbb tu kekdg ati ada konflict diri .. ati tak selesa berada dgn org lain..lg2 yg suka menyebuk,suka tgk n perhatikan apa ati wat,apa ati pakai.semua la nak tau..
bg ati tak semua perlu di kongsi bersama kwn... sbb ati dah pernah ada kwn baik yg akhir nya gaduh...so tak guna berkwn baik lg.. tired..
7)ati ni garang,sensitif,manja n tegas orngnya... mulut memng direct leser... ati dah penat nak beralas2 ckp..tp ngan org tua takde la.. ati still respect...ati jenis pgg pada janji n masa... ati tak suka org menunggu sbb nanti mood hilang..lg satu ati sengaja berimej garang dpn wn2 supaya diorg tau nak hormat kita...
8)family is priority... hm syg pun taukan ati ada mama yg sentitif orgnya. so kekgd ati tension sbb ati jd mangsa...bosan sbb kekdg kn paksa balik.. kn ikut ckp mak ...ati kekg takde choice sbb dia mak ati..sbb tu ble syg ajak duk ipoh..ati sbnrnya taknak sbb mak taknak ati jauh ngan dia... mak dah pesan supya umah kita biarla sama adil ngan umah mak syg.. sama dekat sama jauh... ati harap syg phm...
9) penampilan... hmm kalo ckp pasal penampilannnn.. ati pakai je ape2 brand...tp dah rezeki tuhan bg...bj ape pun semua cantik..hehehe alhamdulilah....
10)kebolehan ati... hmmm ati le menjahit.. penah wat langsir umah sndiri tau....tp jht bj je tak pandai sgt... ;( , ati suka wat benda2 kreatif... letak manik2,hmm.. lg satu ati suka wat event... suka sgt... ati penah wat wat welcome dinner 2 kali, sukan rakyat 3 kali, dinner 3 kali, hmmm mcm2 la... soo tak heram da... hahahaha berlagak la ni...
11)hmmm.. bintang peliharaan .. ati suka KUCINGGGGGGGGGGGGG... sbb kucing comelllll... ati dulu ada 3 ekor kucing.. atih,atam,aning.... then along letak aning kat bwh umah n biarkan aning pai hilang...ati menangis pai 3 pagi cari aning kat bawah...smpai sumpah2 along lg.. hmmm pai along serba slah...ati penah gak bela hamster 2 ekor .taro n molly... tp hilang... diorg ada anak 5 ekor then 4 diorg makn sbb sakit... tngl 1 ekor.. ati jg sekor tu pai nak seminggu then mati kat tgn ati sndiri time nak bg sussu.. ati mengangis mcm org giler..pai sesak nafas.. hehe
12)cakap pasal orang yg ati hormati.... ati plg syg ayah...mak pun syg... tp ayah byk berkorban ... ayah sggp keje tk cuti2 hantar gas kat merata2 tuk cr wit... ayah tak suka anak2 susah mcm dia... n itu la yg wat ati serba slh kalo nak benda mahal2...kalo wit belanja tu ayah tak kisah..heheh..hmmm.. sbb tu la... ati pgg prinsip ayah... biar kita susah skalipun..jgn tunjuk kita susah... setiap hari biar kita rasa semakin senang .... walaupun takde wit tp biar happy...
13) kalo pasal teman hidup... heheh ati mencari seorg yg sedarhana.. berlagak pun tak menunjuk la... tp mesti smart... no buncit2...ada pendidikan, hormat orang tua... hm... yg penting penyanyng dan caring... dah kahwin ngan pas kwhin pun sntiasa mesra..heheh..
14) impian..... ati mengimpikan.. sebuah umah ( tak kisah ape janji bkn flat,setinggan),kereta yg besar le sumbat semua, ada perniagaan sendiri ( nak bukak butik), dan ada family yg bahagia... insyalallh...
15)kenapa ati suka wat memek muka... hehehe sbb ati rasa besh..... tak yah esperasikan diri dlm kemarahan tp tukar kepada kegembiraan...hehehe peace...:) ati suka gak wat bunyi2 sbb mengembangkan otak.. kuikuikuikui ;)

selamat hari raya syg..xoxo

sayang..
selamat hari raya... maapkan ati kalo ada salah.. sory ati degil n slalu nak menang.. thanks sbb syg slaluuu ada kat sisi ati n tak bosan ngan ati.. ati taknak syg rasa terkongkong wlaupun kekdg ati rasa cemburu sgt2.. syg ngan ati life berbeza.. syg ada family yg rapat.. ati lak family tak semesra ngan family syg.. kekedg jeles.. tp tak mampu nak wat ape2.... apa2 pun ati berharap dan berdoa agar hubungan kita kekal pai akhir hayat.. ati sayang meg sgt2..love u muahh..

i love u syg....jgn tinggalkan ati yeee...

always be with u...

Kenangan semasa berada di atas bukit A-famosa

last dating b4 kita semua balik kampung beraya..

aduishhh.. romantik siii.. mcm dah kahwin jer... nak kahwinnn!!!

kenangan time masing-masing memendam rasa.. cewahhh.. syg sombong time ni..ckp sepatah jawab sepatah... poyo jerrr..wekkk

nape syg tutup mata. niii malu ke pedih mata..hahah.. lawak toi...gigit kang..grrrr

pagi yg indah...

heehe... pagi ni first time syg bgn awal...hehe.. setelah penat membebel.. br dia nak dgr kata..hehe.. hmm petang ni nak balik kl..yeyeye..

keperibadian syg ku...

sepanjang 9 bulan ku mengenali my boo.. ni la ciri2nya yg dah lali ngan aku..

1) dia pendiam ,tp sekali syg ckp ..dlm maksudnya....

2) syg seorg yg kemas... suka sgt tgk cara syg berpakaian... smart..

3) seorg yg mementingkan brand.... it good.. no problem for me...i can follow too

4) syg seorg pemujuk... hehe.. kalo time ati merajuk ati suka sgt kalo dia pujuk... heheh

5 ) manja gak orgnya... suka dibelai gak syg ni... :)..

6) syg ni penyabar.. tp kalo dia marah ..rasa22 tsunami gak la bumi ni...

7) citer2 tinggi... nak jd mafia.... hhaahah..lawak toi syg ni..

8) perokok terhandal... tp ni bukan kebanggaan ku... huuh stop la syg...nanti mati awal...sian boboi...:)

9) kuat tido...eish... susah toi nak kejutkan dia.kalo pg2 tu plg susah nak kejutkan syg.... rasa nak beli haler je ..letak sblh telinga... hehe:)

10) pemain bola/futsal yg handal.. tak dinafikan... tp tak kurus2 gak...heheheeh

11) suka memberi nasihat kat ati ..pai ati tutup telinga...heeheheh.telinga da tebal haha..

12)suka tgk bola... MU team pujaan hatinya...

13) kalo lepak ngan kawan ..tak tido pun takpe..... dasyat toi syg ku ni.. tiap kali call/msg kat kedai2 mamak lepak ngan kwn.. tu la life dia....

14) prinsip nya tak kedekut nak memberii.... sbb kata syg kalo kita memberi nanti kita akan dapt balik...so insyah rezeki sntiasa ada...

15)syg ni orngnya sopan.. so dia nak ati pun sntiasa sopan,kemas.. kalo selekeh skit siap la tu kena komen..heheh..,kalo berpakaian mesti kena kemas n tak sexy.. huhuhu.. :(

hmmm.. apa lg tah.. nanti ati update lg ek... hehehe mmuahhhhh

yeye... dapat bj raya..

hehe.. harini hari isnin... lg 2 hari pastu dah cuti... kerinduan la aku nanti..s eminggu tak jumpa my booo... huhu :(

kitrg berbuka pose kat tesco lg.. hhu routine yg sama je... tp ati tak bosan sbb sentiasa ada ngan syg...

Walaupun aku tau orang lain mengata pasal kita tp aku tak peduli sbb ati sayang my boo sangat2...............

hmmm ... back to uur menu.. kitrg berbuka nasi ngan lauk ketam masak lemak.....poyooooo.. bole tahan la tp aku tak le mkn sgt... tekak gatal... syg makan gler2 lakk.. berselera aja bab 2 maakn... heehehe:)

hmmm pas makan kan... kitrg g servay bj raya.... mula2 ingat nak bl yg RM 59.00 je tp thennn pg plak deAlfa ... ada jumpa bj kurung simple tp cantikkkkk.. so ati decide tuk terus beli.. n le pakai g kelas .... simple tp niceeeeee...sgt2...

kan dah kata rakam.. tak caya la tu :)

Berbuka pose kat tesco....

syg lapar la tu..hehe.. byk makan tu..

amboi2...sengih2.. berbuka apa tu syg

haaa.. pandang awek mana tah.. hmmm :)